Seems impossible with all my mistakes
Finding love in a place with disgrace
Makes me wonder if I ever had a place
To call my own something to call home maybe even someone to call on
The world makes you cold
Bitter... In a way it gives you jitters
Lookin over my shoulder to see only my shadow followed by pitch forks and torches
But yet he expects us to love this?
Nail me to the cross
Crucified my own heart
Mind in a furry
Words all bunched up
Vision is blurry
Actions all screwed up
Living in a world full of hate
Is the same as loving people
Despite them being a mistake
Nail me to the cross
Crucified my own heart
Wipe those tears
And use a needle to sow my fears
With all the lies and hurt and it's starting to seep through
I don't know if I have enough thread to mend what's due
Nail me to the cross
Crucified my own heart
Smile on my face
Can't let them know they beat me
Smile on my face
As I walk in new territory
Smile on my face
So they can't see my pain leak
Smile on my.....
Many say:
Nail me to the cross
I can't love in this world
so I crucified my own heart
Might as well die now
Just die off make my life short
To experience no love, tell me what is life meant for?
Many say:
Just nail me to the cross
I don't wanna feel my heartbeat
So many just crucify their own heart
Because of all their emines
They don't know where the lie ends
They can't see where their life begins
So they just burry it deep inside
Not allowing them to live life
They say God is love
And he is what we seek
How can we not love if love is what God has made in us?
The weak, the ill, the sick minded
Much like us we all need one thing
So don't nail me to the cross
Don't crucify my heart
I Believe it'll happen again
Until then I gotta let my heart mend.
I won't allow society to tell me how it should be
What's me and what's reality
You can't blindfold me and end me
You can't nail me to the cross and crucify my heart
-Ebony
