Friday, February 6, 2015

Poem: Cherish


CHERISH: BY EBONY WILLIAMS


She sits and waits as her prince comes in and takes
He yells and kicks, screams like there's no one around
She sits and takes it, holding back emotions and her frown
Her heart beats for him, but it's slowly starting to stop

One day he comes home
She's tired, worked a lot
He sees no dinner and starts a commotion
"you lazy woman, where's my food?"
He yells at the top of his lungs
hand in the air and face all crunched up.

"I'm sorry" she replied "I lost track of time"
Little did he know she was working both jobs
and just wanted to be home.
Her back was weak, her wrists didn't bend with ease
her makeup was non existent an her body grew fragile and skin pale


He lives in disbelief
his world is his
having an affair with a much younger mistress
forgetting about home and traveling else where
his new found love had so much life and love to spear!


He does not noticed because he's stuck in his own zone
He does not see that his queen, his wife, his lady is slowly perishing
He does not notice that she lost 20lbs
He does not see the pain in her face when taking each step day by day

Instead he sees a dirty house
Laundry not done
Dinner uncooked
Dishes left in the sink
and a wife that's sleeping

Shes been beat down
by the man she loves
Yet while fragile and weak her spine is strong enough to carry it all

The next day the man comes home
Sees the same thing as before
He slams down his suitcase and walks up the stairs
he noticed his wife's fragile body and thinning hair
Instead of checking on her he begins to yell
Throws a chair and papers in the air
Pulls off the covers and hits her with a pillow

Storming out the room and down the stairs
5 minutes pass the time
No wife rushing to his aide?
Dinner still not made?
He stomps up the stairs and yells "WOMAN GET THE HELL UP!"
No response no movement at all

He walks to her side and sits on the bed
places his hand on her head
Feels the coldness of her body
the weakness of her breath
He took time to calm down and notice he was in a room full of death

He began to cry in disbelief
he noticed she was holding a letter tight and close to her chest
Taking it away and opening it up slowly he began to read

"My dearest love of all, 
you don't notice me and failed at many things 
I never doubted you or made you feel less of a man. 
I held you high when others told me to let you fall. 
I placed you so close and dear to my heart.
 The day we said I DO I took my vows serious. 
Now I know I was more serious than you. 
After finding lipstick on shirts, and cuff links missing, 
after following you one day to the Marriott and your rescheduled meetings.
 I knew what you were doing, but I thought you would be man enough
 to tell me. Instead you infected me, hurt me and killed me. 
If you bothered to speak to me, you would know I've been 
diagnosed with AIDS. Thanks to you and your mistress 
you two can now live in peace. No more headaches for you 
and no more pain for me

-Love the ever so faithful "



Copyright 2014 All Rights Reserved by Ebony Williams

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

MESSAGE: Not Your Entertainment

Funny title seeing how technically I am your entertainment. I'm a writer, a radio personality and soon to be the face of a great YouTube channel. So why would I say I'm not your entertainment?  You know that winter is almost over when people start to become single. So far I've had seven guys in the span on one week, 19 in two and a half weeks in my inbox seeing "whats new" and "we need to catch up?" I've replied with "I'm guessing your single and I'm not down to be your entertainment". Feel free to read my books, listen to my radio shows, watch my channel but what wont go down is you using me until you find someone else. That's not how I work, how can you try to reach for someone on your bench who isn't even sitting on it?

One guy said "Well me and my lady are on a break. I respect her so cant talk to you when we are together because I don't want her to worry about you and me" That made me laugh i replied "how can she worry when you aren't even someone I would look for, we have never dated, kissed, held hands or hugged? and you don't even have  a chance with me? So why would that be an issue? And it's what you do while you're on the break that matters. THAT'S what she's going to be looking into. So why talk to me now and not during the relationship? That is something she will ask.If you respected her like you said while ya'll are together than do the same while y'all are on a break." he has continuously tried to hit me up, crept in my DMs but I ignored and blocked him.

Another said "you're always full of encouragement, I don't know what I was thinking...." I replied "God is the source for that seek him. God bless"

See I'm not your entertainment when you're lonely. You don't even have my number so how are we friends? Keep creeping into someones DM I'm sure another lady will feel sorry for you, cuddle you, sex you until you're healed. That lady however isn't me.

On another note, the amount of men who have wives that I'm friends with on Facebook (but don't know personally) who are in my DMs are disgusting. You have a family! You're supposedly in love with this woman, and yet you're trolling on social media? Stay out my inbox or I will send her these messages that you have so persistently sent my way. One guy didn't listen and his lady received a nice snapshot with his nasty advances, suggestions and dick pictures. I never replied to him as a matter of fact this guy wasn't even on my friends list! To make things worse this man was a rapist who later got popped by the police and is serving heavy prison time. Strangely enough his ex wife is a fan of my writing works for Lovett Publishing and this blog, she has remarried and said she is "extremely happily blessed".

I guess because I'm single some men think I have no options. I'm single because that's what I want, not because I can't get a man lol. So feel free to be entertained by my writings, videos and radio shows, but jump off a cliff if you're committed to someone  and want anything more than that.

<3 Ebony

Music Video: Kanye -Only One



Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Poem: Story of Rose- Ebony Williams


STORY OF ROSE: BY EBONY WILLIAMS

Sitting patiently, waiting to be picked
Watching everyone around it surface
"This one is prettier" some say
"This one is the right color" some explained
So the rose just sits.... sits.... sits and wait
For her day that she will soon be picked

Untouched, pedals in place, stem as strong as a rhino horn
This rose battles through all types of weather
Lasting through 8 seasons it stands strong
All the other ones that weren't picked slowly died off
2 years and counting she sits and waits
Soon someone comes she thinks she found her mate

He looks perfect, smiled with ease
Voice so soothing the rose could feel his heart beat
Finally she gets picked
Held tightly in his arms, his grasp like no other
She reached her new home and her pedals open wide
Soon to find out, it was greener on the outside

Waiting so many years and yet satisfied with the pick
This house isn't so lovely because the woman is sick
Sitting on her death bed the rose stood by her side
It could be anyday now when our lady could die

The rose sat there and wondered "what about I? what would happen if this lady should die?"
.So she pondered by herself week after week
Soon the machines that stood tall next to her made a weird beep
the rose stood tall worried as people rushed in
Guys with metal hands yelled "clear" and ladies with sharp syringes came near

Soon her man, her knight and shinning armor stood in the doorway
His eyes filled with water and his body began to shake
Realizing the person he bought the rose for is in a better place.
He sat on the bed rubbing the sheets
Looked at the rose and started to speak

As my pedals began to fall my stem began to weaken
now I was feeling weak in this cold winter season
he held me while he sat on the bed
said he loved her and can't believe shes dead
he slowly lifted up and rubbed his eyes
looking at me so weak and fragile
it was now my time to die.


A poem I thought of.. just because.... Hope you enjoyed :) back to random antics tomorrow

Music Video: Tyga and Chris Brown : AYO